Im Only Human (Personal)

Sometimes I let hostility get the best of me and piss off the people I care about the most. Sometimes I don't know what to say when you're pissed at me. Sometimes I regret how things ended. Sometimes I miss you, less rather than more but I do. I don't know why things happen, but I'm glad they did. Sometimes the slowest days are the most depressing. I love to act like I'm not human without any feelings, but once again, it's just an act. Sometimes I spend the day staring outside the window hoping to see someone making a difference. I don't know why I didn't call you back. Nor do I know why it took me so long to realize I was supposed to.